Keep the Faith, it will all work out in the end. You are stronger than you realize, but enough is enough, time for healing to begin.
I see myself getting angry when I involve myself into other’s activities. I was taking a conversation and putting my side, only finding myself to be getting away from people I care for. I used to suggest them what would be my point of view for increasing their understanding, but it was considered as poking. ~ Harshad Jadhav
Sometimes that’s our only choice. Just put things in God’s hands and keep them there, that’s where the faith comes in. See what happens. You will feel more calm.